1) Fight Club (So when I was like 13, I was pretty sure that I liked movies, but I hadn't really seen any. Like, you know when you've never tried a dessert, but you know you'd probably like it if you ever did? That was me with movies. Around this time, I was trying to reinvent myself so that I wouldn't be bullied so much. My mom, god love her, had instilled a love of books in me from the time I was an infant, and books weren't cool. So I'd had that stigma since elementary school, and I had to find something else to be associated with. Something cooler. I remember the first time someone referred to me as "the movie guy," and my heart soared. But herein lies a problem. Because when someone thinks of you as "the movie guy," they expect you to have seen movies. I would just go to the library every week and pick movies off the shelf that I'd vaguely remember hearing the name of, like 6 at a time. Fight Club was one of those movies, and in typical 13-year-old fashion, it blew my fucking mind. This is the first movie I remember loving so much that I invited friends over just to watch them watch it for the first time. Before this, I was kind of a poser movie buff. Like, "Oh yeah, I love movies," but I really didn't. Fight Club made me love movies, because Fight Club did things that, in my experience at the time, movies just didn't do. It had a crazy twist and a hero who really wasn't a hero and subliminal messages. It was like if the only play you've ever seen is Punch And Judy, and someone shows you Hamlet. "So this is what movies can be," I thought. Of course, I've seen a lot more movies since then, and Fight Club has slid rapidly down my list of favorites. Not that it's a bad movie by any stretch, it just isn't as mind-blowing to me anymore as it was when I was 14. But that doesn't change the impact it had on me.)
2) Seven Samurai (If Fight Club taught me to love movies, Seven Samurai taught me to appreciate movies. By this point, I was listening to Filmspotting on a regular basis, and they would talk about movies I'd never heard of in casual conversation. I was starting to realize that there was a whole subculture of awesome movies that the average person had no idea existed, and that idea thrilled me. And yes, I admit it, I picked up Seven Samurai at the library mainly to say that I had watched it. I mean, a 3-and-a-half hour long, black-and-white, in-Japanese-with-subtitles movie? Just watching that put me in another league, at least in my mind. I don't know if I even expected to enjoy it. The important thing was that I saw it. But lo and behold, I enjoyed the shit out of it. And not even in a classy, robe-and-monacle, "Hm, yes, quite, this is an important film" way. I had a blast. I loved the characters, I was totally absorbed by the plot, and for 200 minutes, I was completely transported. I had a realization then. "Wait, so old movies can actually be good?!? See, up to this point, I was under the impression that no one actually like watching old movies. They were like museum exhibits: interesting in their own way, but not like a roller coaster or anything. Turns out I was totally wrong. Old movies are fucking awesome. So screw you, younger self. You're an idiot.)
3) Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog (The reason that this is so defining for me is a little bit different. At this point, I had seen a lot of movies, and I listened to Filmspotting and one or two other film-related podcasts, but I wasn't really a part of or even aware of the online film community. So it's my birthday, and I get an iTunes gift card from my grandmother or someone. And I see on the store that there's this weird little TV-show-type-thing that just came out that same day. It was called Dr. Horrible, and it was from some guy named Joss Whedon who I'd never heard of, but I guess some people sure liked him, because a lot of people online were talking about it. It was only a few bucks so I figured I might as well give it a shot. And as soon as the first episode was over, I knew that this was something special. I was clamoring for people to talk to about it, but of course nobody in real life knew what the fuck a "Dr. Horrible" as it was being released. A few days later the second part comes out, and then the third, and when the credits rolled, I immediately scrambled to find out more about this "Whedon" fellow. The only forum I was a member of was for this podcast for the show Heroes, and it was a pretty tight-knit bunch. It was a lot like these forums, actually. And they told me that I absolutely had to watch something called Firefly, which was all streaming on Hulu at the time. Watched it, fell in love, the whole shebang. And as I start to get into more geek-related things, I start to get more into the online film community. And one day, out of the blue, Heroes is cancelled, and the podcast/forums with it. I was pretty despondent. Those forums were the first time that I felt I truly belonged somewhere online, with people I cared about. And that podcast (which had a regular segment about other geeky shows you might like if you like Heroes) was my gateway into the internet. I was despondent, and I was desperate for a replacement. And then some guy named cinebo on Twitter tweets about this show called Down In Front. So I figured, "Sure, what the hell. I'll give it a shot." And the rest is history.)
"The Doctor is Submarining through our brains." --Teague